Even though I’m happy, so so so so so happy there will still be things that get to me on a different level that I cannot control.
Jealousy is a weird and unnatural concept to me- because I’ve never felt it before.
Even now, as I sit beside him and think about it it still bugs me.
Even though I basically cried it out one night and he reassured me they were nothing- it’s still hard to see him have another close woman companion.
I leave out the buttermilk and mix soy milk (or any other non-dairy milk) with 1 tablespoon of vinegar to make a vegan version that’s lower in fat but otherwise gives the same result.
The vinegar adds a slight tang-y flavor like dairy buttermilk does.
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I suppose technically I’m still depressed and technically I still have anxiety but who isn’t these days?
I trust him and I trust myself and I trust us to be together in the long run.
Here's a bit of a history and a science lesson, so that we may all better understand the difference between serrano vs jalapeño peppers.
Serranos and jalapeños grow in different parts of Mexico.
His roommate is a girl, whose really pretty and has a wicked awesome personality.
She calls him by my pet name for him yet I know there’s no feelings between them.